Showing posts with label light. Show all posts
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Friday, September 11, 2015

September 11 & bring non-perishable food to Rosh Hashanah Evening Services and Kol Nidre

Fourteen years.

Every child that celebrates becoming a bar or bat mitzvah today was not born yet on 9/11/01.  How do we share with them the chaos of that world, how illusions were shattered?

One answer is here:
http://www.kveller.com/heres-what-i-said-and-didnt-say-when-talking-to-my-son-about-911/

As I sit today, trying to prepare for Shabbat, trying to ensure that the Torahs are rolled for tomorrow, and Rosh Hashanah, I think of those who were murdered on this date.

My career, my job, my life is about hope.  It is about kindling the spark of the Divine within us all, so that it burns brighter, inspiring us to lives of greater action, greater meaning, deeper prayer, kedushah, holiness.   Yet some days, we feel the darkness of the world.  Today is one of those days.

A google search tells me this is a Chinese proverb "Don't curse the darkness, light a candle." As Jews, bringing light to the world is a part of everything we do.  Every holiday, every festival includes kindling light.  We are commanded to do so.

September 11 put out the lights of so many, and yet the Red Cross couldn't keep up in accepting blood donations.  People devoted their lives for days and months and years helping to clear the pile, to find every person that could be found.


May this day remind us that evil exists
And that it is not wrong to fight it.
Yet each day we pray for peace 
And work towards it.
Let us see the humanity in every child
No matter what their parents have done.
Let us build a world of loved
Where no child is left behind.
Ashrei teaches
פּוֹתֵחַ אֶת יָדֶךָ וּמַשְׂבִּיעַ לְכָל חַי רָצוֹן
"You (God) open your hand and provide for all our needs."
You have provided, now we must distribute. 
If we have enough to eat, we MUST share with those who do not.
In this way we can inspire hope, love, Godliness to the entire world.

Tonight we light (at least) two candles to celebrate Shabbat.  Rabbi Zoe Klein reminds us of how else we might think of them today, on this anniversary.



Before Kaddish http://urj.org/worship/prayers/sept11/?syspage=article&item_id=4111&printable=1
On Shabbat we would light two candles,
One for remembering Shabbat
And one for observing Shabbat.
Tonight we light these two candles.
This one is for Building One,
And this one for Building Two.
This one is for the Pentagon,
And this one is for Pittsburgh
This one is for those on the American Airline Flights,
And this one for those on the United Airline Flights.
This one for the hundreds of firefighters,
And this one for the hundreds of police.
This one for all the men,
And this one for all the women.
This one for all the girls,
And this one for all the boys.
This one for our luck running out,
This one for the New York skyline,
This one for the walking wounded,
This one for the critically wounded.
This one for the survivors,
This one for the dead.
This candle for Building One,
This candle for Building Two.
(Adapted from Rabbi Zoe Klein)

Friday, January 9, 2015

And the bush was not consumed. . .

Rabbi Philip Weintraub
Congregation Agudas Israel
January 10, 2015
Parshat Shemot

I think of the names that open this week’s parsha, this week’s book of the Torah, Shemot (in English Exodus), 1 “Jacob, each coming with his household: 2 Reuben, Simeon, Levi, and Judah; 3 Issachar, Zebulun, and Benjamin; 4 Dan and Naphtali, Gad and Asher. 5 The total number of persons that were of Jacob's issue came to seventy, Joseph being already in Egypt. “ Yet I also think of the names of those who were/are? hostages yesterday in Paris-- Shmuel Yitzchok Ben Sara, Zerya Bas Susan, Andra Bas Jusian and Mordechai Ben Maya. A six-month-old baby is in the store.  I think about the life of traditional Jews, of which I count myself.  Once the Shabbat candles are lit, there is no going to the store for a forgotten item.  If we need something Friday afternoon, there is a mad dash to the store, with an eye on the watch or the phone to ensure we get back in time.  With no kosher supermarket in Newburgh, my mad dash is to Pricechopper, which while owned by Jews and sells kosher food, is a giant supermarket.  The customers on a Friday afternoon could be absolutely anyone!  In Paris, at the Hyper Cacher kosher supermarket, that is likely not the case.  The customers are far more likely to be Jewish.  Earlier this week they came for the cartoonists (of which one of them was Jewish) and now they again came for the Jews.

Our parasha opens with the mention of those names and how quickly their achievements are forgotten by those in power.  Joseph’s ingenuity saved the Egyptian people and cemented Pharaoh’s hold on power, yet a generation or two later and this is no longer part of the Egyptian story.  Sometimes even the greatest achievement is not eternally remembered!  While this may sound tragic, it is only the beginning.  Pharaoh and his advisors turn the Israelites into slaves and eventually work towards genocidal plans.  By the time we get to our reading, two chapters later, Moses, saved by Pharaoh’s daughter (irony much?), is a shepherd outside the land. What we read today is inscribed on the building where I studied for so many years,

ב  וַיֵּרָא מַלְאַךְ יְ-ה אֵלָיו, בְּלַבַּת-אֵשׁ--מִתּוֹךְ הַסְּנֶה; וַיַּרְא, וְהִנֵּה הַסְּנֶה בֹּעֵר בָּאֵשׁ, וְהַסְּנֶה, אֵינֶנּוּ אֻכָּל.
2 And the angel of the L-ORD appeared unto him in a flame of fire out of the midst of a bush; and he looked, and, behold, the bush burned with fire, and the bush was not consumed.
That phrase has been an inspiration to many.  It has been a light in dark times, a beacon of hope. As I heard that the hostages in Paris were freed, that some of those innocent shoppers were safe, I thought of this verse.

וְהַסְּנֶה, אֵינֶנּוּ אֻכָּל
What does it mean to burn yet not be consumed?  WE burn with the fire of outrage at those who think violence is the solution to all their problems.  We burn with the fire of hope that one day we will truly see peace.  We burn with the light of Torah, that leads us to holier, more meaningful lives. We may even burn with passion towards those we love or even for issues we care about--yet we must be careful not to be consumed and negate our selves.

For those who use terror, they are bushes who HAVE been consumed.  They have sacrificed self in their quest for a world where all look like themselves.  In response, many in history have been consumed with revenge.

So how do we live with fire, live with passion, live with energy, yet prevent ourselves from being totally consumed by these energies?

Even as we saw those who saw themselves as faithful commit acts of horrendous violence, in many cases, faith can keep us from making poor or evil choices.  Faith reminds us of the humanity of one another.  Our Torah teaches that ALL were created in the Divine image.

We can all see examples of those whose quest for mitzvot leaves them abandoning some of their love for others, but are Torah teaches also of the important of mitzvot ben adam l’havero, between one person and another.  The first question asked in heaven is “Were we honest in business?”--do we treat people fairly, honestly, appropriately? In this way, we see that passion for business is great, but the passion must be applied carefully, that we know when our efforts are legal and when they are not.

I need not give examples from personal relationships, but we can all think of personal experiences or ones whom we love who had passionate relationships that completely flamed out.  They lost their sense of self and were left brokenhearted.  Fire is great, but it must be carefully tended to burn for the long term.

The same is true in our daily lives.  We have to ensure that the work we do is sustainable, that we make ourselves sustainable.  If our focus is so singular, so particular, we may lose ourselves.  Passion, fire, is key, but it cannot be the only metric by which we live our lives.  If so, we may find ourselves burned out, lost, overwhelmed.
A life of passion can be a powerful one, yet we must guard ourselves from putting out the fire or pouring lighter fluid on it!

After shul today we will discuss matters of life and death, issues that oertain to us all. At this moment, I want to ask us all to say “Baruch Atah Adoshem Elokeinu Melech Haolam, Matir Asurim” Praise are you, Holy One, ruler of space and time who frees the captive.  May those who survived their captivity fight PTSD, discover reserves of strength and live full lives.  May those who did not survive see their souls rise to heaven, may their memory be a blessing.  Shabbat Shalom.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Rosh Hashanah day 2 5775, a concise philosophy of Conservative Judaism

Rabbi Philip Weintraub
Congregation Agudas Israel
September 26, 2014
Rosh Hashanah Day 2
Lo alecha ham'lacha ligmor,
Lo alecha ligmor.
V'lo ata ben chorim l'hibatil mimena,
V'lo ata ben chorin
In Pirkei Avot, a collection of Jewish wisdom in the Mishnah, Rabbi Tarfon teaches “ He used to say: It is not incumbent upon you to finish the task. Yet, you are not free to desist from it. If you have studied much in the Torah much reward will be given you, for faithful is your employer who shall pay you the reward of your labor. And know that the reward for the righteous shall be in the time to come.”

“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. . .in short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.”   With those words, Dickens began a novel that I have never read.  His Tale of Two Cities, writes of the trauma of the French Revolution, a chaotic, violence-filled time.  Written in 1859, war had only recently been concluded in Crimea.  Darwin’s Origin of the Species was about to be published.  Turkish troops bombarded Aleppo after a pogrom against Christians. In the United States, we were on the eve of the Civil War, with slave states and free states competing in Congress.  Just three years before, a Senator from South Carolina beat a Senator from Massachusetts on the Senate floor. The world was in turmoil.  

One hundred and forty years later, Billy Joel sang:
Rosenbergs, H-Bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom
Brando, The King And I, and The Catcher In The Rye
Eisenhower, Vaccine, England's got a new queen
Marciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it

In recent years, we have seen violence around the world.  From September 11 to the present, we have seen violence on a terrible scale.  Terrorists of all stripes have gathered together under flags of religion and attacked those who did not worship or believe as they did.  The rights of women have been under attack worldwide and even in our own country, women’s access to healthcare has been under siege.  For the first time since the Shoah, we saw widespread anti-Semitism--not just anti-Israel behavior but true anti-Semitism.  We saw Jews attacked in Paris, throughout Europe and even in Boston, LA and the Upper East Side.  While we feel safe here, we have more security for these services than in other years.  

At the same time, we have seen survey after survey lamenting the lack of Jewish participation in communities, further assimilation, and many questions about the future of the Conservative Movement.  Yet amidst all of this tsurris, I have been watching these walls go up.  I have seen the Jewish community unite in ways that could not have been imagined even a few years ago.  Within our own shul, we have seen huge increases in participation, connection and community.  Our numbers may be limited, but our impact is tremendous.

This morning, I want to share a little bit of my own vision, my own beliefs and my own dreams for what is possible here and in the Jewish world.  In these words, I hope to inspire you.  I hope to dream with you.  I hope to help you hope.

At the core of my being, I believe in Gd, Torah and Israel.  While those beliefs can not easily be summarized without us remaining here for a semester, I believe that Jews have a Brit, a covenant with the Divine.  As such, we have special rights and special responsibilities.  When we live our lives in accordance with this covenant, we find ourselves happier, healthier, and more whole.  In my understanding, this brit is part of the purpose of the entire world.  By fulfilling the mitzvot, by observing the commandments, we are truly helping to improve the world on a cosmic level.  Now, whether or not you believe in the Gd-shaped hole I spoke about last year, or see your life as having such cosmic significance, most people find greater satisfaction in their lives when they see themselves as part of mission.  The unification of Gd, Torah and Israel bring us to a realization of the covenant and to our greater purposes as Jews.  I understand that not all of us understand Gd, Torah and Israel in exactly the same way.  That is OK.  Learning and living together, we bring a deeper wisdom and a deeper connection to Gd.

I believe that Gd limits Gd’s own power, giving us free will.  This means we have the responsibility to make good choices--just like a responsible parents teaches their child about right and wrong, and then gives them the freedom to make good choices (at developmentally appropriate ages).  Yet, sometimes everything works out perfectly, whether we call it karma or Divine Providence, in my kishkes, I know there is more to it!

Torah was a gift through revelation at Sinai, yet as Abraham Joshua Heschel wrote, Torah was our first Midrash.  The Holy Scroll we read from was touched by human hands, by scribes and scholars who tried to turn what they heard into a document we read today. Through our oral tradition, through our commentaries, through our conversations, the text and the law changes to reflect our own situation, the revelation continues to THIS VERY DAY.  Gd might have known that one day teenagers would have iPhones, but the Talmud did not.  We have to figure out what use of them is kosher!  As Jews, we must continue to adapt to the world, but help the world adapt to us--bringing our Jewish values to every aspect of our lives, to everything we do.

Israel is a gift.  It is a land, a people, a nation, a modern country.  It was given to Abraham by Gd and through the miracle of the United Nations, Jewish dreamers, and the Israel Defense Forces, it came from practically nothing into a great nation.  Today it is a vibrant country.  While not without its challenges and its numerous detractors, Israel is our home, our refuge.  If life changes here or for our brethren around the world, we are safer when we have a place where we can escape, as needed.  The very existence of this state is a miracle.

With every fiber of my being, I believe that the Brit, the covenant with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, Sarah, Rebecca, Rachel and Leah, is expressed authentically and powerfully through Conservative Judaism.  In our movement, we see that when we open our doors to all Jews (and those with Jewish souls who have not yet discovered their Judaism), we can understand Gd, Torah and Israel more fully and fruitfully.  By acknowledging that women are human beings with Jewish obligations, counting them in a minyan, accepting their right to stand on and teach from the bimah, we see our tradition more powerfully.  Different people have different strengths, keeping an entire group of people out of leadership roles deprives the Jewish people and community of essential leadership.  Sexuality is an important expression of our family values, yet our understanding of family is changing.  Some families have a father and a mother, others have two moms, or two dads.  That is not a threat to our faith or our society, but an opportunity to bring holiness into the world.  

Jewish law, halacha, is neither static nor unchanging.  It reflects the context and the culture of the time--as well as the Divine Will.  In a Jewish book store, I once saw a yiddish book about Passover.  In it, Jews wearing streimels (fur hats) and black coats crossed the sea--with no women in sight.  Within 100% certainty, I can tell you that the Israelites did not wear fur hats.  They wore what their Egyptian neighbors wore.  This is an important reminder that modesty, appropriate clothing for shul and work, all change depending on the context, yet is an important Jewish value.  I am not about to wear a bathing suit to shul, but if I was in a swim meet, it would not be appropriate for me to wear a kittel either!  

When I eat, I make choices about the food that enters my body.  As part of that sacred covenant, I keep kosher.  In my own home, every processed food item has a hechsher, a mark showing that it is kosher.  Yet, I also believe in the Jewish values of k’vod habriut, of respect for others.  I know of the importance of hachnasat orchim, of welcoming guests.  If you do not YET have a kosher home, I will still come visit, if invited.  I will even have a cup of coffee, something to drink or something kosher in your house.  My relationship with YOU is just as important as my relationship with Gd.  I see within each one of you the Divine spark, the reminder that you were created b’tzelem Elohim, in the image of GD.

Conservative Judaism has a tremendous future ahead of it.  As the vital center of American (and worldwide) Judaism, it teaches that we can and must be a part of the world around us.  We were not meant to hide behind ghetto walls, but must be demonstrating to the world the values that we live by.  We must teach those around us that to be good Jew is to be a good person, that responsible business ethics, medical ethics, mentschligkeit, are the core of Jewish values.  While neither Orthodoxy or Reform are monolithic, while each has strengths and weaknesses, I believe that Conservative Judaism is STILL the future of American Judaism.  We can be authentic, knowledgeable in our own traditions, while living fully as Americans.  We can recognize the wisdom in our greater society, while rejecting the materialism and violence that seems to be a part of that society.  In this country, we are blessed with a Constitution.  While some of its rights are regularly debated, we live here in safety, security and with great opportunity.  In America, we can live freely as Jews, can promote our viewpoints without threat and thrive.  As Conservative Jews, it may be time for us to be more vocal about our views.  We are the founders and supporters of virtually every Jewish communal organization in the country.  Around the country, Conservative Jews are the biggest donors to both Federation and Chabads--that is a good thing--unless you are donating to Chabad because you think they are more Jewish than we are--THEN it is a BIG problem.  As the bridge between Reform and Orthodox, Conservative Jews are uniters.  While we can suffer from middle child syndrome, we must speak up, teach our children and demonstrate that we are living examples of our tradition.  We are essential parts of the Jewish chain of tradition.  We need to shout that from the rooftops.  To a certain level, we need to evangelize within and without.  We need to teach others that they can find more holiness in their lives by observing Jewish tradition and if they are not yet Jewish, we need to welcome them in and help them find their Jewish neshamas.
My message this morning is that we should not despair, but hope.  My classmate, Rabbi Joshua Rabin, wrote similarly in this quarter’s Kolot: Voices of Conservative Judaism.  Read it and be inspired!

Recently, I spoke with a member of the community.  In no uncertain terms, he told me that he was glad he was older, that he had lived a wonderful life and was not sure that was going to be possible for the next generation.  This person had lived through World War Two, the Shoah, the Korean War, Vietnam, race riots in this country, the Civil Rights Movement and so much more.  My response was that I could not imagine being born in any other time, that I am happy now and see that there is so much hope for the future.  Don’t listen to those screaming the end is near.  The future is bright, IF we work to make it so.

Wednesday night, I began with a story of hope.  Yesterday and on Yom Kippur, I am continuing this message.  Yes, there is systematic change needed for our country to thrive.  We need to make sure that poor people get a real chance at the American Dream, that education is affordable, that public schools are excellent, that an education brings opportunities for good jobs here and not just in China or India.  We have to make sure that a Jewish life is affordable, that kosher food does not break the bank.  We have to make sure that our institutions do not just survive but thrive, that they teach moral character, Jewish values, and inspire their members to live better, more whole, more fruitful lives.  Even with President Obama, race remains a complicated and fraught issue in this country.  There is much work to be done.

In a complex world, it is easy to despair.  We can say that hope is lost, that nothing can change, that WE cannot change.  Yet time and again, we discover that with a little bit of elbow grease, much can be accomplished.  Martin Luther King, Junior spoke powerfully, "Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that."

As Jews, we have a responsibility to be an Ohr LaGoyim, a light unto the nations.  To be that light, we need hope.  We need the confidence that we are working on a great task, working on a great partnership, working with Gd.  Looking around this room, I know that we are going in the right direction.  We are working on a Holy Mission.  As, Andy Grammar has been singing,
I know it's hard, know its hard,
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh,
And you can let your hair down, eh.
CAI is a place where you can let your hair down, and together we can lift our heads and hearts up.  At the end of the day, there is no place I would rather be than right here, with you, right now.  Today is the day the Lrd has made, rejoice in it!
L'Shanah Tovah Tikatevu, May you be written for a good year.

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